|
[05 Mar 2006|07:47pm] |
|
Yesterday was the wake.
Everyone came.
I saw ppl I haven't seen in years.
As it got to the point of the eulogy and all the memories that everyone shared with him
I just lost it.
I miss everything about him
as I was getting to Sarnia I thought in my mind
as soon as I get there I'm going to give him a hug.
but then I realized.
I will never feel that ever again.
I'm sooo glad Ian came with us
he kept reminding me to smile.
I forgot that it was a celebration.
After about 2 hours
Justine, Ian and I left.
Cassy and Justine got tattoo's.
we all drank a 40 of vodka in a period of a half hour.
got really fucked.
I got to know The Porcelian Prince really well lol
then I went to bed about 3ish.
Woke up this morning without a hang over :)
Aunt Deb dropped Ian and I off.
and now I'm just chillin at home a little bit tired
That's all for today kids.
~Sarah~
|
|
| I dunno... |
[12 Jan 2006|10:05pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 cranky |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Hey there Deliah-Plain White T's |
] |
haven't updated in awhile
nothing really to say
things could be better
but u know I'm sure that goes for the same with everyone else.
getting a kitty next week yay.
ummm
yeah...
That's all for today folks,
~Sarah~
|
|
| I love Mr. Nutt <3 |
[11 Nov 2005|03:07pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Sunday Morning- No Doubt |
] |
HAPPY 11TH MONTH IAN >3
I thought I would share that with all yous peps.
so neways MAYBE bowling tonight with a whole bunch of ppl
need to find out somethings with that.
Tomorrow I'm having a get together, with lots of ppl, probably jamming
speaking of jamming, I definitely have a drum set now.. lol yeah I dunno my dads idea
of a stress reliever, I would love to learn :)
So as of now, Rena is coming over soon, and I'm just waiting for a phone call from Adam *shakes fist*
to find out the details of our adventure to bowling, and for Ian to come over
so I shall be going, need to get ready
Thats all for today kids,
~Sarah~
|
|
|
[30 Oct 2005|02:42pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
content |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Madonna- Hung up ( pretty catchy) |
] |
Well this weekend was fun, Friday I didn't do too much. Saturday, Rena came over around 12ish, we watched the phantom, t'was awesome. Rob came over, we hung out a bit, went to the store to get some munchies. Adam and his friends Billy and Frankie came over, Billy and Adam played awesomely with there guitars. Rena and I wrote some stuff with the songs they wrote together. Rena and Rob left around 11ish, Billy, Adam, Frankie and I chilled, listened to some floyd, and some Deep Purple. They left around 1ish, Frankie and Billy fucked out there minds lol, then Ian came and visited. Ian stayed for a bit, left around 4ish then I went to bed. Today went to Costco with my rents, spent a shit load of money, and got Ian early present for our 1 year in December. Now I'm eating some lunch/ early din din waiting to see if Ian is coming over again today. Well thats my weekend, t'was pretty eventful
Thats all for today kids,
~Sarah~
|
|
|
[18 Jul 2005|02:57pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
chipper |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
The bum bum song- Tom Green |
] |
Well I've been hanging out with Laura for these couple of days, and they have been pretty kick. We played in the rain lastnight, splashing eachother, sitting in the puddles, man it was awesome, I would love to do that again. We had the neighbours watching us lol. She's such a kool person to hang out with, lots of fun but she's also very real. Earlier in the day, Ian and Nick came over, cuz Ian had to record his English project which Laura and I took part in it. quite fun, me screaming out of my rents bedroom window I'm going to Greece for the sex, sex for breakfest, sex for lunch, sex for dinner and sex for supper. Oh my quite embarrasing but fun:) After Ian and Nick left, Laura and I went to Dairy Queen , To Starbucks then home. Hung out with my neighbour Rocky, kool guy. Watched Monster In law at his house. He went to bed early cuz he had to wake up at 6 in the morning for work, ha sucker:) Then we heared a knock at the door, t'was my mom, angry with the fact that I didn't leave a note informing her of where we were. So Laura and I had to leave, phoned up Ian cuz he visited earlier, and he didn't know where I was. He brought me a brownie from work, with a note in the fridge quite adorable. Later on around 3ish, Laura and I watched the Sandlot, which I absolutly love, fell asleep at around 5ish. Today I woke up at 1:30. Maybe hanging out with Ian seeing as he has a day off from work which is kool. Laura is prob going home today, seeing as she's been sleeping over at my house for the past 3/4 days. Man I love her lots, 12 years and still going strong. Well I have to go and get ready for the day, who ever reads this, have a good day! ;)
10/4 lol Laura craz kid.
&heart;"
~Sarah~
|
|
| So far so good... |
[02 Jul 2005|09:58pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
good |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
All These Things that I have done- The Killers |
] |
So this summer has been treating me well. From Tuesday to Friday I went to my cuzs house in Sarnia with Ian. We watched movies, went to this animal farm..awh the ducks were adorable. Went swimming and watched the thunderstorms. It was a lot of fun. Yesterday, Leslee and Bryce came over to go over and c the fireworks at White oaks park. I saw Rena, Rose, there little bros and Rob, chilled with them. The Fireworks were pretty kick, Seregini ( or however u spell it) saw us and hung out with us, he was alright, I could tolerate him. After, walked Leslee to her nanas, cuz her mom had to pick her up. For the night, I hung out with Bryce and Seregini, then we met up with Laura. Went to the store got munchies. Went back to my house, Seregini got picked up. Ian came over after his work. So all of us being hungry, except for Bryce, we went on a ride to Timmys, ate there. Drop off Bryce to Lacy, cuz he needed to find his bro. So Ian, Laura and I hung out for the rest of the night, he left at 4 in the morning and Laura and I stayed up till 5. Today woke up at 1:30. Laura left to go home, then work. So I chilled with the rents and watched Live 8, which was pretty good. Later on Rena and Rose came over for a bit. Rena just left to catch the bus. Now I'm talking to the lovely Carolyn, and waiting for Ian to come over after his work, around 11ish. Tomorrow I'm planning on going to the mall with Laura, and Alex Hunter, seeing as he just phoned and I haven't seen him for a long time. So I better get going
That is all for today kids
&heart;"
~Sarah~
|
|
|
[25 Jun 2005|12:18am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 contemplative |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Dreamtheater- These walls ( fav song from new cd) |
] |
This is so hard for me
To find the words to say
My thoughts are standing still
Captive inside of me
All emotions start to hide
And nothing's getting through
Watch me
Fading
I'm losing
All my instincts
Falling into darkness
Tear down these walls for me
Stop me from going under
You are the only one who knows
I'm holding back
It's not too late for me
To keep from sinking further
I'm trying to find my way out
Tear down these walls for me now
So much uncertainty
I don't like this feeling
I'm sinking like a stone
Each time I try to speak
There's a voice I'm hearing
And it changes everything
Watch me
Crawl from
The wreckage
Of my silence
Conversation
Failing
Tear down these walls for me
Stop me from going under
You are the only one who knows
I'm holding back
It's not too late for me
To keep from sinking further
I'm trying to find my way out
Tear down these walls
Every time you choose to turn away
Is it worth the price you pay
Is there someone who will wait for you
One more time
One more time
Watch me fading
I'm losing all my instincts
Falling into darkness
Tear down these walls for me
Stop me from going under
You are the only one who knows
I'm holding back
It's not too late for me
To keep from sinking further
I'm trying to find my way out
Tear down these walls for me now
Tear down these walls for me
It's not too late for me
Tear down these walls for me
|
|
| Happy Father's Day! |
[19 Jun 2005|01:04pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 blah |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Wake up (make a move)- LostProphets |
] |
So this weekend was also interesting. Friday came straight home from skool, was horribly bored until Leslee phoned me up, pissed, being stood up by James from a party he invied her, wanting to come over. So she came here with her sis and her little sis, b/c Robyn (litter sis) had a soccer game at the rick hansen park. So we hung out, went to the store for munchies, both irritated, I dunno have u ever had one of those day in which EVERYHING irritated the hell out of you? Well yeah Friday was one of those days..Moving on.. We watched this funny movie called Saved, which I've already seen with Lottie,Brandon and Ian back in November. Then later on Ian come over after work around 10:30. So us being tired, Leslee Ian and I went to my room and talked. IAn left arounf quarter to 2, then I went to sleep. Sat was my moms b-day party. I woke up at 10ish, got some what ready, cleaned up, did Leslees hair and makeup, she looked udderly adorable <3. First my dads sis came over, didn't stay long. Then Lottie came over. Stayed for awhile. Then a bunch of others came over including my crazy irish grandpa. Waiting for Ian to come over. We later on, Leslee,Lottie,Ian and I walked Lottie to Pat Smileys house on Jocelyn. Came back, hung out, Leslee had to leave to go to work. More family/friends of the family came over. So it was my moms friends son Josh, age 14, crazy/odd child. Ian and I who were the kids of the party left. We play fought and watched these crazy movies on the pc. Josh left around 9ish with his mom. Ian and I listened to Dreamtheater (my Father's day present that I gave him last weekend) for a little while downstairs. We talked all night about our future and such. Ian left around 12ish, with my father driving him home. Today is Sunday, I woke up around 10ish, made breakfest in bed for my dad, but finally realized that he left at 6 this morning, so I made it for my mom:) She loved it! So that is my weekend so far, I am probably going to do some studying, or phone up some ppl to talk to, or want to hang out with. Well I better be getting, gunna take a shower, and go with the flow for the day has no plans.
Thats all for today kids
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Carolyn and I are whores:) |
[13 Jun 2005|05:30pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 tired |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Bullet for my Valentine-Curses |
] |
Man Mondays suck and the our skool NEEDS air conditioning, its udderly ridiculous. Newho:) So skool was decent. Got my exam study sheets for LAw and Religion. Music was alright getting ready for the final assembly on Wednesday, which I'm excited for and I hope Mine and Ians movie makes it to the assembly, its rather fun:) Math was ok, boring, talked about relationships and how much of a whore Carolyn is..haha jk:P I love her to death. Speaking of Carolyn I hung out with her afterskool and we talked, looked at old pics, listened to music, haha we also did our own makeup but REALLY whoreish!, like she put the bright blue eyeshadow and I put on pink and purple on her, man GOOD TIMES. So I left around 5ish, I have to finish my law proj due tomorrow on David Milgaard. Just imagine being wrongfully accused of murdering a women, being 17 and to stay in prison for 22 years, now thats just crazy, pore guy so yeah I hope it goes well and I don't fail:) So thats my day up to now! I hope who ever reads this has a great day!:)
Thats all for today kids
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Fun Weekend! |
[12 Jun 2005|01:08pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
content |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
nada- fucking speakers |
] |
Oh boy I haven't updated in SOO long, I'm ridiculous. Ne who enough of my bitching. This weekend was pretty kool. Friday I hung out with Carolyn, then we went to Jakes. We watched Half Baked, talked and listened to the Wall. Saturday was mine and Ians 6 month, we went downtown, I got my dads father's day gifts which consisted of the movie The Rock and the new Dreamtheater cd. We also went out for din din at the Elephant Castle, enjoyed some Spinach Dip and this ice cream brownie thinger. man it was SOO good, I was really full afterwards. After that we went to Rainbow to c the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy it was quite interesting, weird but funny. After that we wandered in Victoria Park, talked and then walked back to the Galleria to catch the bus. We came back to my house, stayed up all night watching movies and chilling, man I love that kid:) Newho it is now Sunday, I'm tired but quite content. I'm going to Leslees nanas with Carolyn to attempt to finish my law proj. Rena was suppose to come over but had a lot of laundry to do, she is such an old women lol. I love her regardless. So I must be going now. To get ready and Ian has to leave in about 15 minutes.
That is all for today folks
&hearts";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Another get-together |
[30 Apr 2005|07:01pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
excited |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Metropolis- DreamTheater |
] |
Well tonight I'm suppose to have Leslee, Travis, Dianna and of course Alex Hunter (hopefully) come over. Were renting some movies scary and funny:) Woot. Lastnight I hung out with Carolyn, Laura and Lottie. We went to Dq right after I got back from Carolyns and we had so much fun. We went outside to chill out. We all talked then Carolyn had to leave at 8ish. So Laura, Lottie and I headed back to Lauras. Talked all night, then we went to bed. Lottie woke up early to go and have lunch with Jenna. I stayed at Lauras till 2ish then left for home. I was talking to Dianna and we decided to hang out cuz she's bored:) So that is what we came up with, basically a movie night. I hope it goes well.
So I'm out, for all those who reads this have a good day:)
Thats all for today kids
&heart;'
~Sarah~
|
|
| Motley....fucking......Crue! |
[27 Apr 2005|11:56am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
bouncy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Dr. Feelgood- by who else? |
] |
MOTLEY FUCKEN CRUE
ROCKED MY SOCKS!!!!
|
|
|
[21 Apr 2005|12:15pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
contemplative |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
An honest mistake- the bravery |
] |
Today I"m at home, no skool for me today..my mom left my backpack in the car, but yesterday it needed to get fixed. so as soon as I got home from Jakes, she's all hey u can stay at home, so that was that, I got my 12 hours of sleep and now I've got my sleep all caught up. So lastnight was rather interesting. Carolyn and I took Nicholes bus and we walked back to Carolyns house. Seeing as none of Carolyns phones work..we had to walk to 7/11, phone up Jake and my maja. As we got it figured out, the walk home, it was pouring. Oh how I miss the rain. So we got to Carolyns soaked. I put on a pair of her pjs, dried my clothes and waiting for my mom to pick us up. So we got to Jakes, we watched Blow and this other movie which I forgot what it was called:( Oh wells. We listened to the Wall and just chilled out. We had fun. We left at quater to 10. I got home, I was really tired. So now I am making a cd of fun songs and thinking to myself I don't have a lot of close friends ne more. Its odd how we have all changed, some for the better some for the worse. Like back in grade 9, we would all hang out. It was great, now we have to be careful wih who to invite to the next party..etc. I hope things could go back to normal but hey I know that it will probably not work that way.
That is all for today kids
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Slushie Day! |
[17 Apr 2005|12:01pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
chipper |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies) |
] |
Well seeing I haven't updated in while..I should so since I updated, lots been going on, I got my midterm marks..shitty I might say, as soon as I get my report card I"m gunna crumple it up and eat it:) Ian and I went out on a date hehe it was quite fun, We went out for din din at the Keg. Excellent food, was very stuffed. Afterwards, we went to see the Amityville Horror which I quite enjoyed, I reccommend it. I have been talking to Carolyn lots. She's awesome, I am hopefully hanging out with her today. It will be full of slushies, crazy pics and all out funness (I know theres no such word, but its fun, sue me:)
So lastnight I talked to Carolyn about things we need to do b4 we die and we planned to make a list, man I need to get crackin:)Also excited for the next thunderstorm, I can't believe I want it to rain so much, man I want to play in the rain lots now. Well I am now talking to Lottie and she needs the pc, but I would like her to partake on our fun day.. man I"m excited, I hope it will be a nice day.
Well that is all for today kids
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Just a typical day... |
[05 Apr 2005|07:31pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
calm |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Thursday- The Dream |
] |
Well today I had an interesting day I went to skool..well yeah..;p Umm afterskool, Nichole, Carolyn, Ian and I went to 7-11 afterskool for slushies..man I've been having those everyday for the last 2 weeks...MMMM Banana flavoured goodness...newho:) So I just got back form Carolyns. We watched Harry Potter..the new one..:) But yeah I had a kool weekend..did nothing on Friday..Sat hung out with the Nutt and later on Ryan and Heather came over..we took crazy ass pics and they sleptover:) Sunday...Lottie and Jake came over and we drank...listened to the Wall which Jake has never heared b4..PFT douche..haha jk:) we also listened to Deep Purple which kicks ass, I got SOO tanked and I still don't feel 2 great but meh. Later we watched Angels in the Outfield..man I haven't seen that movie in years. But yeah so thats about it.. What an eventful week I have had. But I shall go now. Have a great day:)
Thats all for today
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Fun Times:) |
[28 Mar 2005|01:08pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
hot hot heat- goodnight, goodnight |
] |
So lastnight was fun stuff. Liam came over about 2ish. We watched Spongebob Squarepants:) I made egg noodle kraft dinner stuff for us. Then Lottie and JEnnas dad came to pick us up..but Carolyn was suppose to be there at around 6ish.so I"m all sad b/c she wasn't there then Carolyn came with her dad JUST on time:) So we all went to Jenna's watched Dead Bird and Saw..man I love saw but Dead Bird is dumb...Stupid white ppl:) thank god "Im not white...hehe umm ya -shifty eyes-. Me, Lottie and Carolyn were freaking out cuz Jennas house is haunted and stuff.. SO it was a blast. Today Leslee is coming over, Carolyn is leaving at 2:30 but coming back over to finish our law project cuz u know its due tomorrow..:S Ian and Lottie is also coming over. Were gunna take funny pics and me and Carolyn are gunna tatto ourselves with these Spongebob tattos oh man I'm an excited girl...Tomorrow is fucking skool and it should die..damn education..ne who:) I hope everyone had an awesome Easter weekend as it comes to an end. Luv ya all
Thats all for today kids
&heart;'
~Sarah~
|
|
| ... |
[26 Mar 2005|10:07am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
irritated |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
World so cold- Mudvayne |
] |
Its so funny how people you consider friends change so much.
|
|
| Another day in the neighbourhood |
[25 Mar 2005|04:29pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sad |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Slit Wrist Theory- 36 Crazy Fists |
] |
Man this week has been the best I have had in a while. Nichole and Carolyn are awesome its hard, IT feels like I am the root of all this pain. And some ppl would agree to this statement. They keep reasureing me but still deep down I feel like it is my fault. I thought it was innocent of me just hanging out with friends or ppl I have known since grade 9. One of the worst feelings is to loose a friend /c of a conflict. But gaining 2 friends and they are having conflicts with there friends b/c of hanging out with you is the worst feeling in the world. I feel that this week Nichole and Carolyn could of lived without me in there lives. I loved how we could just talk, laugh, experience Carolyns impressions of Tenykia, Nicholes ghettoness and the playing with condoms:D haha oh man good times:) I know I can't control other ppls feelings of me but I can try my darndest to keep someone happy each day. Even if its a stranger, a best friend or an enemy. I have 3 ppl I will try to keep happy eachday even if its giving up all I have. That might not seem a lot to others but to me thats lots. Well this is the end of my entry and I hope it won't lead to ne more fighting or harsh words. I hope whoever reads this. has a great day:)
Thats is all for today kids
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Wow its been a long time |
[23 Mar 2005|03:47pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 giggly |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
One Gun- Lamb of God |
] |
oh boy I haven't updated in a while. I'm sry for who ever reads it...-cough- Nichole -cough- Ne who:)
There has been a lot of drama with friends and family. ummm hanging out with Dianna lots and as well as my good buddies Nichole and Carolyn. Its so funny I swear they'll get tired of me by the time next week comes lol jk:) We meaning Carolyn, Rena, Rob and i made a law video man its hilarious..you will pee your pants:) Right now I am at Nicholes and Carolyn is here good times. So tomorrow is the last day of the week.. LONG WEEKEND WOOT. I hope Dianna has her costume party cuz u know parties are great especially with friends:) Tonight hopefully Carolyn and I will finish our part of the law project cuz u know I don't want Rena to go all Nazi on me but meh she'll get over it lol This is going to be a short entry cuz u know I don't want to go into details about ne thing cuz I don't want ne thing to happen aka more fighting. So to all you ppl that read this I love yeah and I hope u have a good long EASTER mmmm chocolate:) WEEKEND.
thats all for today kids
&heart";
~Sarah~
|
|
| Woot its Friday! |
[04 Mar 2005|03:01pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
bored |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
PAnic Prone-Chevelle |
] |
So Today was rather fine to say the least. School was boring except for music, man Dianna and I have determined if we have children they will be ligers.. becasue Dianna is a tiger and I am a lion..to ta da...LIGERS..woot..and we attacked eachother with higlighters..haha fun times. EMM I am sitting here at Lauras, thinking about what I shall do today..b/c Bryce couldn't hang out and Laura has to work which sucks major ass. So this is me all bored and looking for something to do. Tomorrow I have to work 3:30 till 7. But yes. Todays entry shall be short due to Lauras sister wanting the pc. So peace out lol and have a fun day b/c I won't :( *goes in corner and strums guitar*
Thats is all kids
&heart;
~Sarah~
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
normaxgene's journal
